The Key?

as he
closes
the windows

he wonders
where she is
what she's doing

where is she
now that he
needs her so bad

now that
all the tears
are unstoppable

now that
the pain has
cut so very deep

there's no
way to stop
the hurting now

his eyes
and cheeks
wet with tears

his heart
and dark soul
hurting so much

his mind
longing for
her consolation

his body
longing for
her soft, caring touch

his heart
longing for
her soothing words

just needing
to know that
things will be ok

now that all
has crumbled
fallen down fast

to expose
that inner core
damaged so badly

by other
hurts before
that were hidden

yet here
he stands
on his own again

with every
closing of
a new window

files
pictures
conversations

she gets
deleted
erased, wiped

from the
computer
hard drive

now how
does he
delete her

from
his soul
his heart

if only
he knew
the key, the how

~GoddessOfTheDawn